Mother Theresa said for years to her confessors and superiors that she no longer felt the presence of God. She was in agony and apparently they did nothing. Christopher Hitchens is equally obtuse, saying this proves she had lost faith in God.
Mother Theresa was obviously severely depressed. Duh, folks! While the depression was probably chemically based at some point, you have to admit that the things she saw and experienced would drive anyone to depression.
There's no indication the Roman Catholic Church got her any help. She was their poster girl for Roman Catholicism, and they didn't want to muck things up by helping her with antidepressants and therapy. Oh my! Someone might think she's not a saint if she gets help for depression! So they told her the symptoms were "proof" that she was loved by God and being specially tested.
Hitchens is just a wroter who engages in the very sort of shenanigans he accuses his opponents of using. I can't take him seriously.
Mother Theresa's superiors, on the other hand, had years and years to get it right and they couldn't. Their treatment of her (as their treatment of pedophile priests) shows a consistent and frightening propensity to do evil for the sake of appearing good.
I'm sorry for my Catholic friends like Funky from Ales Rarus. You deserve a better church than the ones your leaders are giving you.
Recently, my church offered me the position of Acting Director of Communications. It's "acting" because we are looking for a new head minister, and the new head minister should have the right to boot me to the curb should he need to. Furthermore, it's not exactly like they went through a hiring process — I just jumped in and volunteered for 3 months and they found out I was excellent at the job.
I told them flat out how depressed I was. I told them that emotionally, I did not feel God, and that the only reason I continued was because of what I have experienced and know logically. I hope none of you ever have to find out what it's like for an ENFP to run entirely on logic — it's not natural and it's not fun.
To help you understand, I also lost faith in Quantum Mechanics and General Relativity. I've done the experiments and have seen both theories proven by my own hand/eyes/really expensive equipment. I've done the photoelectric effect, calculated and measured the spectrum of hydrogen, and found peculiarities in the heat capacity of gases. I've heard the relativistic doppler shift of a radio signal from a satellite, measured the speed of light several different ways, and shown the gravitational redshift with the Mossbauer experiment where you shoot radiation upward and measure how much is reabsorbed at different heights. But I lost the feeling that both theories were right. I lost the intuitive sense that let me work with them on some bizarre unscientific (but really, really good) level. I had to run on logic and not intuition.
Anyway, I told the minister and the business manager everything up-front — and I've not exactly been quiet about the depression. Anyone who cares to know (and many who might not) knows. My depression is not a state secret.
They hired me anyway — and told me they supported me and would pray for and with me.
And, after being hired, and after working with what has to be one of the best office environments possible, I find my depression is gone. I can feel faith again — faith in God, faith in quantum mechanics, and faith in relativity.
And trust me — if you want to find stuff that is irrational, illogical, and just obviously wrong, there's no better place than Quantum Mechanics and General Relativity. As far as mysteries go, religion is a piker at it. If you think you understand either of those theories — you're not paying attention! That's why they're so cool, actually…
And yes, I wonder if it's really the medicine or if having a job with such a great bunch of people is why I'm feeling alive again. I'm doing something I'm incredibly good at, using many of my talents and abilities, I'm being forced to work on the nasty part of the learning curve (my intellectual home) and I'm finding skills I didn't realize I had.
They only hired me for 6 months, with an option to renew, and it all dependent on the status of the search for a new minister.
I'll deal with that problem when I get to it.